Hi friends i am Pooja. sab ki story padhi aaj maine. ye sub padh ke laga ke mujhe bhi apni story share karni chahiye. aaj mai bhi kuch kehna chati hu. batana dosto aisa kyu huwa mere sath. mai ek simple ladki hu. middle class family se belong karti hu. mere 2 bhai aur 2 sister hai.
ye mere school time ki baat hai. mujhe padhne ka bahut shokh tha. mai kise se extra matlab nahi rakhti thi na kise se bolti thi. mere mind me etna tha ke mujhe kuch karna hai bus apne life me. mai aur ladkiyo ke jiase sundar nahi thi. na mujhe kuch aata tha. ek baar mai apne friend ke ghar gayi. waha uske padosh me ek ladka rehta tha.
mere friend ne mujhe use milaya aur uske baad mai ghar aa gayi. phir 2 din baad meri friend ne mujhe bataya ke wo ladka mere se dosti karna chahta hai. maine use manna kar diya. mere family kafi purane vichar ki hai. wo ladka mere hi colony me rehta hai. jub maine use manna kiya. uske baad wo mujhe dhika pata nahi mai kyu use etna darti thi.
us ladke ka dar mere dil me baith gaya. mai jaha bhi jati wo mere piche aa jata aur yehi bolta ke plz ha kar do. wo mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha. wo na educated tha. tramp boy tha. usne mere saare friends ko bhi bata diya ke wo mujhe like karta hai. aise he 4 saal beet gaye. maine dar ke maare bahar jana chhod diya. agar ghar me batati to ghar wale nahi samajhte. mai jaha bhi jati her koi yehi kehta.
wo tere piche pada hai. na mujhe bahut ganda lagta jub mai 12 class me pauchi to ek baar usne mere didi ka number mere friend se liya aur use pe message ker diya ke plz ek baar baat to kar lo. maine apne didi ko sub bata diya. mere didi ne kaha ke ek baar uske baat to sun le. tab maine use se pahle baar baat ki. didi ke kehne pe maine use se pahle kabhi kise ladke se baat nahi ki thi.
us din usne mujhe kaha wo mere se bahut pyar karta hai plz use se dosti kar lu. mujhe samaj nahi aaya kya karu maine use se bola ke ok mai dosti karti hu par tu plz kisi se nay kehna ke mai tere se baat kerti hu. hum dost rehenge. ye maine use pe pahla yakeen kara tha. usne promis bhi kara. phir mai use se roz baat karti aur mera dar bhi khatam ho gaya tha.
2 month ho gaye usne yehi bola plz ha kar do. phir mujje lega ke mujhe use ha kehne chaiye. mai ha keh di. maine use bola tu kisi ko mat batana. phir hamari relationship start huwi. maine use bola mujhe kuch baat karni hai. mai bhi use bahut pyar karne leg gayi. mujhe nahi pata tha kub kaise wo mere liye etna khas ho gaya. hum logo ke bate bahut hone leg gayi.
wo mujhe bahut pyar karta tha par mujhe kabhi kabhi dar legta tha agar mai use kal ko na mile to uska kya hoga. esliye maine use bola dekh tere aane se pahle mere life me mere parents aaye hai. tu apna future bana mai apne parents se baat karungi. agar unhone manna ker diya to mai kuch nahi ker sakti. mai tere liye unhe nahi chhod sakti. usne kaha ok. phir mera class me admission ho gaya. usne mujhe bola mere off ke pas ek college hai wahi admission lena.
maine uske liye wahi admission liya. break me wo mere se milne aata tha. sub kuch accha chal raha tha. phir pata nahi use kya ho gaya usne mere se baat karna kam kar diya. na wo phone karta na messege. kabhi maine bahut baar pucha use. usne kabhi bataya nahi. mai uske phone ka wait karte rehti. wo mujhe kabhi phone nahi karta tha. mera birthday tha mai 12 baje se raat tak sirf uske phone ka wait karti rahi. usne phone nahi kiya.
mere birthday ki raat ko uska call aaya. maine usko bola mai kab se wait kar rahi thi. usne mujhe bola ke mai ab tum se relation nahi rakh sakta hu. maine pucha usen bola tumne mujhe se shadi to karni hai nahi. to kya pagal hu jo tere saath time west karu. maine use se bahut requet ki aisa na kar. usne bola ek shart hai. mujhe uske sath phy relation rakhna hoga. jise use yakeen ho jaye ke mai use pyar karti hu.
maine mana kar diya. phir usne bola ke mujhe proof do ki agar tumhare parents nahi maane to tum mere liye unhe chhod doge. mujhe kuch samaj nahi aaya kya karu. maine use bola srooy agar aisa hiwa to tu mujhe chhod de. maine usko bola bus etna bata de meri galti kya thi. kyu tu mere life me aaya. kyu mujhe ye yakeen dilaya ke hai koi aisa jo teri sochta hai. kyu aisa kara uuse din usne mujhe bahut sunaya aur mai kuch na keh saki.
meri baat use band ho gayi. uske next day mere friends mere ghar aaye unhone mere se pucha kya huwa. maine kabhi kise se kuch share nahi kaya par usi din mere dost ne bataya ke tu jhe kya legta hai. hame nahi pata tera relation to colony ke her ladke ko pata hai. tere baare me maine un se pucha. tumhe kisne bataya. mere dosto ne batay ke use ne jub tume first time use baat ki thi na usne apne dosto ko us din bata diya tha aur tere se jootha promise kiya.
us din mera dil toot gaya. mujhe samaj nahi aaya ye kya ho raha hai. ye kya ho gaya. kaise maine kisi pe etna yakeen ker liya. kaise apna dil de diya use. phir maine apne aap ko sambhal liya. par usne pata nahi her kise ko mere baare me kya kya keh diya. usne mere class me bhi dost bana liye the. mai class jati. waha pe her koi mujhe kehta wo aapka boyfriend tha na. aapka break up kyu huwa. kehi bhi mai jati her koi yehi puchta usen pata nahi sub ko kya kya keh diya.
mujhe khud se nafart hone leg gayi thi. mera class se bhi man bhar gaya tha. mai ab kisi se nahi bolti hu. dar sa legta hai dil me ek. kahi phir se aisa huwa to. ek din mai bahut upset thi mujhe uski bahut yaad aa rahi thi. mere se raha nahi gaya. maine socha ek baar ek mauka aur deti hu. sahayad meri kuch galti ho. ek baar use se baat karti hu. maine use 7 baje phone kiya. usen pick nahi kiya. raat ho gayi. mai use phone karti rahi. pure din bhar usne ek phone pick nahi kiya.
phir mere friend ne kaha mai use se baat karti hu, usne confressing me le liya aur mere friend ne baat ki aur usne meri friend ko bola mai uske layak nahi hu. mai to just pata raha tha. use mai koi pyar nahi karta. use mere friend ne pucha phir 4 saal to tune uska wiat kyu kiya. usne bola maine apne dosto se shart lagai thi ke esse ha bula ke rahunga. ye pahli ladki hai jisen mujhe manna kiya bus esliye wo mere piche padha tha.
use koi pyar nahi tha mujhe se. mere friend ne bola ek baar to us ke baare me soch leta. uski kya galti thi. ye sub baate maine sune khud aur usi samay dosto pucho mat meri kya haalat thi aur use pata hai kya tha us din maine uske liya karwa chot ka fast rakha tha. first time mai subah se use se phone kar ke ye batana chahti thi ke mai uske bina nahi rah sakti. wo mere liye bahut imp hai.
bus phir kya tha pure raat bhar yehi sochti rahi ke yehi hota hai pyar. yehi hota hai trust. bus us din se ab na kisi se extra bolti hu. aisa legta hai wo Pooja kahi gum ho gayi. wo hamesha hasti rehti thi masti mazak karti rehti thi. yehi hai dosto mera pahla pyar. mera kise pe pahla yakeena. mere sapne jo kise ke liye dekh liye the. us din sub khatam ho gaya tha. bus yehi hai mere pas batane ko. plz kisi ka dil mat todna kabhi bahut dard hota hai.
Submitted By - Pooja
ye mere school time ki baat hai. mujhe padhne ka bahut shokh tha. mai kise se extra matlab nahi rakhti thi na kise se bolti thi. mere mind me etna tha ke mujhe kuch karna hai bus apne life me. mai aur ladkiyo ke jiase sundar nahi thi. na mujhe kuch aata tha. ek baar mai apne friend ke ghar gayi. waha uske padosh me ek ladka rehta tha.
mere friend ne mujhe use milaya aur uske baad mai ghar aa gayi. phir 2 din baad meri friend ne mujhe bataya ke wo ladka mere se dosti karna chahta hai. maine use manna kar diya. mere family kafi purane vichar ki hai. wo ladka mere hi colony me rehta hai. jub maine use manna kiya. uske baad wo mujhe dhika pata nahi mai kyu use etna darti thi.
us ladke ka dar mere dil me baith gaya. mai jaha bhi jati wo mere piche aa jata aur yehi bolta ke plz ha kar do. wo mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha. wo na educated tha. tramp boy tha. usne mere saare friends ko bhi bata diya ke wo mujhe like karta hai. aise he 4 saal beet gaye. maine dar ke maare bahar jana chhod diya. agar ghar me batati to ghar wale nahi samajhte. mai jaha bhi jati her koi yehi kehta.
wo tere piche pada hai. na mujhe bahut ganda lagta jub mai 12 class me pauchi to ek baar usne mere didi ka number mere friend se liya aur use pe message ker diya ke plz ek baar baat to kar lo. maine apne didi ko sub bata diya. mere didi ne kaha ke ek baar uske baat to sun le. tab maine use se pahle baar baat ki. didi ke kehne pe maine use se pahle kabhi kise ladke se baat nahi ki thi.
us din usne mujhe kaha wo mere se bahut pyar karta hai plz use se dosti kar lu. mujhe samaj nahi aaya kya karu maine use se bola ke ok mai dosti karti hu par tu plz kisi se nay kehna ke mai tere se baat kerti hu. hum dost rehenge. ye maine use pe pahla yakeen kara tha. usne promis bhi kara. phir mai use se roz baat karti aur mera dar bhi khatam ho gaya tha.
2 month ho gaye usne yehi bola plz ha kar do. phir mujje lega ke mujhe use ha kehne chaiye. mai ha keh di. maine use bola tu kisi ko mat batana. phir hamari relationship start huwi. maine use bola mujhe kuch baat karni hai. mai bhi use bahut pyar karne leg gayi. mujhe nahi pata tha kub kaise wo mere liye etna khas ho gaya. hum logo ke bate bahut hone leg gayi.
wo mujhe bahut pyar karta tha par mujhe kabhi kabhi dar legta tha agar mai use kal ko na mile to uska kya hoga. esliye maine use bola dekh tere aane se pahle mere life me mere parents aaye hai. tu apna future bana mai apne parents se baat karungi. agar unhone manna ker diya to mai kuch nahi ker sakti. mai tere liye unhe nahi chhod sakti. usne kaha ok. phir mera class me admission ho gaya. usne mujhe bola mere off ke pas ek college hai wahi admission lena.
maine uske liye wahi admission liya. break me wo mere se milne aata tha. sub kuch accha chal raha tha. phir pata nahi use kya ho gaya usne mere se baat karna kam kar diya. na wo phone karta na messege. kabhi maine bahut baar pucha use. usne kabhi bataya nahi. mai uske phone ka wait karte rehti. wo mujhe kabhi phone nahi karta tha. mera birthday tha mai 12 baje se raat tak sirf uske phone ka wait karti rahi. usne phone nahi kiya.
mere birthday ki raat ko uska call aaya. maine usko bola mai kab se wait kar rahi thi. usne mujhe bola ke mai ab tum se relation nahi rakh sakta hu. maine pucha usen bola tumne mujhe se shadi to karni hai nahi. to kya pagal hu jo tere saath time west karu. maine use se bahut requet ki aisa na kar. usne bola ek shart hai. mujhe uske sath phy relation rakhna hoga. jise use yakeen ho jaye ke mai use pyar karti hu.
maine mana kar diya. phir usne bola ke mujhe proof do ki agar tumhare parents nahi maane to tum mere liye unhe chhod doge. mujhe kuch samaj nahi aaya kya karu. maine use bola srooy agar aisa hiwa to tu mujhe chhod de. maine usko bola bus etna bata de meri galti kya thi. kyu tu mere life me aaya. kyu mujhe ye yakeen dilaya ke hai koi aisa jo teri sochta hai. kyu aisa kara uuse din usne mujhe bahut sunaya aur mai kuch na keh saki.
meri baat use band ho gayi. uske next day mere friends mere ghar aaye unhone mere se pucha kya huwa. maine kabhi kise se kuch share nahi kaya par usi din mere dost ne bataya ke tu jhe kya legta hai. hame nahi pata tera relation to colony ke her ladke ko pata hai. tere baare me maine un se pucha. tumhe kisne bataya. mere dosto ne batay ke use ne jub tume first time use baat ki thi na usne apne dosto ko us din bata diya tha aur tere se jootha promise kiya.
us din mera dil toot gaya. mujhe samaj nahi aaya ye kya ho raha hai. ye kya ho gaya. kaise maine kisi pe etna yakeen ker liya. kaise apna dil de diya use. phir maine apne aap ko sambhal liya. par usne pata nahi her kise ko mere baare me kya kya keh diya. usne mere class me bhi dost bana liye the. mai class jati. waha pe her koi mujhe kehta wo aapka boyfriend tha na. aapka break up kyu huwa. kehi bhi mai jati her koi yehi puchta usen pata nahi sub ko kya kya keh diya.
mujhe khud se nafart hone leg gayi thi. mera class se bhi man bhar gaya tha. mai ab kisi se nahi bolti hu. dar sa legta hai dil me ek. kahi phir se aisa huwa to. ek din mai bahut upset thi mujhe uski bahut yaad aa rahi thi. mere se raha nahi gaya. maine socha ek baar ek mauka aur deti hu. sahayad meri kuch galti ho. ek baar use se baat karti hu. maine use 7 baje phone kiya. usen pick nahi kiya. raat ho gayi. mai use phone karti rahi. pure din bhar usne ek phone pick nahi kiya.
phir mere friend ne kaha mai use se baat karti hu, usne confressing me le liya aur mere friend ne baat ki aur usne meri friend ko bola mai uske layak nahi hu. mai to just pata raha tha. use mai koi pyar nahi karta. use mere friend ne pucha phir 4 saal to tune uska wiat kyu kiya. usne bola maine apne dosto se shart lagai thi ke esse ha bula ke rahunga. ye pahli ladki hai jisen mujhe manna kiya bus esliye wo mere piche padha tha.
use koi pyar nahi tha mujhe se. mere friend ne bola ek baar to us ke baare me soch leta. uski kya galti thi. ye sub baate maine sune khud aur usi samay dosto pucho mat meri kya haalat thi aur use pata hai kya tha us din maine uske liya karwa chot ka fast rakha tha. first time mai subah se use se phone kar ke ye batana chahti thi ke mai uske bina nahi rah sakti. wo mere liye bahut imp hai.
bus phir kya tha pure raat bhar yehi sochti rahi ke yehi hota hai pyar. yehi hota hai trust. bus us din se ab na kisi se extra bolti hu. aisa legta hai wo Pooja kahi gum ho gayi. wo hamesha hasti rehti thi masti mazak karti rehti thi. yehi hai dosto mera pahla pyar. mera kise pe pahla yakeena. mere sapne jo kise ke liye dekh liye the. us din sub khatam ho gaya tha. bus yehi hai mere pas batane ko. plz kisi ka dil mat todna kabhi bahut dard hota hai.
Submitted By - Pooja
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