Hi i am Dimpal. Baat un dino ki hai jab mai school me padhti thi. muje padhne ka bahut shok tha. par ek din ek ladka meri life me aaya. Usne mujse kaha ke wo mujse bahut pyar karta hai. usne muje pahli bar i love u bola. wo mere reply ka wait kar raha tha. maine mana kar diya. use bura laga phir.
ek din muje uski friend ne bataya ki wo tujse bahut pyar karta hai. wo har din bas tere bare me hi sochta hai. wo tuje yaad karke bahut rota hai. usne mere liye apna hath bi kaat liya tha or muje apne khun se letter likh bheja tha. muje ye dekh ke bahut bura laga or mai bhag ke bina kisi ki parwah kiye uske paas chali gayi or use i love u keh diya.
wo us din bahut khush huwa or muje use khush dekhker bahut khushi hui. kyu ki mai bhi usse bahut pyar karti thi. kyu ki muje padhna tha. mai usse bahut kam baat kiya karti thi. taki mai apni padhai kar saku or wo meri baat samajhta tha. muje bahut acha lagta tha. aise hi karte karte hamari baat aage badhi. hum har roz phone pa baat karne lage. haala ki wo ladka waisa ni tha jaise sochti thi.
par phir bhi mai usse bahut pyar karti thi. mai uski khushi ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti or wo ye baat achhi tarah se janta tha. usne bhi muje ye yakin dilaya ke wo mere liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai. mai uski har jarurat ko pura karti thi. uske liye maine kabhi apne aap ki bhi parwah ni ki. wo bhi shayad mujse pyar karta tha. aise hi 3 saal tak chalta raha. par ek din wo computer ke liye gaya. waha pe shayad use koi or pasand aa gayi.
us din se wo mera phone bhi pick ni karta tha. karta bhi tha to thik se baat nahi karta tha. maine usse is bare me baat kari ki muje batao tum mere sath aisa kyu kar rahe ho. usne muje ni bataya or wo mujse har baat pe juth bolne laga. phir ek din maine usse milne ke liye bulaya or usne mujse badi aasani se keh diya ke wo kisi or se pyar karta hai. usne mere bare me ek bar bhi nhi socha or mai ye sunte hi mano mere sir se aasman hat gaya ho. me tut gayi wahi bikhar gayi or use koi farak hi ni pada.
mere liye wo meri zindgi se badkar ban gaya tha. mai waha se chup chap chali aai or phir muje pata chala ke wo mere bare me sabko galat batata hai. mai bahut roti hu use yaad karke. muje us ki bahut yaad aati hai uske sath bitaya huwa wo ek ek pal yaad aata hai. us din se mere liye pyar shabd jo meri zindgi hota tha. aaj usi pyar se mai bahut darti hu.
kyu ki wo muje us waqt chhod ke gaya jab muje uski jarurat thi. us din se aaj tak mai kabhi pyar pe trust ni kar paai or shayad kabhi kar bhi ni paaungi. kyu ki chahe wo muje bhul jaye par mai aaj bhi sirf or sirf usse hi pyar karti hu. aap hi bataiye doston ke mai kya karu. muje kya karna chahiya. plz reply me.
Submitted By - Dimpal
ek din muje uski friend ne bataya ki wo tujse bahut pyar karta hai. wo har din bas tere bare me hi sochta hai. wo tuje yaad karke bahut rota hai. usne mere liye apna hath bi kaat liya tha or muje apne khun se letter likh bheja tha. muje ye dekh ke bahut bura laga or mai bhag ke bina kisi ki parwah kiye uske paas chali gayi or use i love u keh diya.
wo us din bahut khush huwa or muje use khush dekhker bahut khushi hui. kyu ki mai bhi usse bahut pyar karti thi. kyu ki muje padhna tha. mai usse bahut kam baat kiya karti thi. taki mai apni padhai kar saku or wo meri baat samajhta tha. muje bahut acha lagta tha. aise hi karte karte hamari baat aage badhi. hum har roz phone pa baat karne lage. haala ki wo ladka waisa ni tha jaise sochti thi.
par phir bhi mai usse bahut pyar karti thi. mai uski khushi ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti or wo ye baat achhi tarah se janta tha. usne bhi muje ye yakin dilaya ke wo mere liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai. mai uski har jarurat ko pura karti thi. uske liye maine kabhi apne aap ki bhi parwah ni ki. wo bhi shayad mujse pyar karta tha. aise hi 3 saal tak chalta raha. par ek din wo computer ke liye gaya. waha pe shayad use koi or pasand aa gayi.
us din se wo mera phone bhi pick ni karta tha. karta bhi tha to thik se baat nahi karta tha. maine usse is bare me baat kari ki muje batao tum mere sath aisa kyu kar rahe ho. usne muje ni bataya or wo mujse har baat pe juth bolne laga. phir ek din maine usse milne ke liye bulaya or usne mujse badi aasani se keh diya ke wo kisi or se pyar karta hai. usne mere bare me ek bar bhi nhi socha or mai ye sunte hi mano mere sir se aasman hat gaya ho. me tut gayi wahi bikhar gayi or use koi farak hi ni pada.
mere liye wo meri zindgi se badkar ban gaya tha. mai waha se chup chap chali aai or phir muje pata chala ke wo mere bare me sabko galat batata hai. mai bahut roti hu use yaad karke. muje us ki bahut yaad aati hai uske sath bitaya huwa wo ek ek pal yaad aata hai. us din se mere liye pyar shabd jo meri zindgi hota tha. aaj usi pyar se mai bahut darti hu.
kyu ki wo muje us waqt chhod ke gaya jab muje uski jarurat thi. us din se aaj tak mai kabhi pyar pe trust ni kar paai or shayad kabhi kar bhi ni paaungi. kyu ki chahe wo muje bhul jaye par mai aaj bhi sirf or sirf usse hi pyar karti hu. aap hi bataiye doston ke mai kya karu. muje kya karna chahiya. plz reply me.
Submitted By - Dimpal
krna kya h, itna ku6 to kar liya 3 sal uske 7 rhi boht h ye to zindgi gujarne k liye, sch m jo mza judai m ata h na wo sala kisi m ni aata, judai k mze le, meri trah, agr tujhe khushiya chahiye to kisi aur ko lyf m entry de sakti h,2nd k bad 1st love itna yad ni aega ok
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