Hello friends mera naam kunal hai. 2 saal pahle ek din maine apne ek friend ki id se ek ladki ki mail id chura li aur us id pr maine gmail se req. bheja. us ladki ne mujhe accept kr liya. us khubsurat ladki ka naam Preeti hai. humne mail bhej kr pahle baat ki fir chat se bate karne lage, ek dusre ke bare me janne lage, dost sach kahu to Preeti mere liye meri kismat thi.
meri zindgi thi. Preeti ko mai preet kahta tha preet mens sirf sachi chahat, shayad isliye use mai preet kahta tha. apni preet ko pane ke liye maine apne bare me kuch jhuth bol rakha tha. dheere dheere jaise jaise pyar badhta gaya mai usee sari sachai bata di. wo haryana me jgadhari me rahti thi. wo B.Tec, 4-sem ki student hai aur mai job karta hu delhi me.
Hum ek dusre ko kabhi nahi dekhe the, but chat se hum bate karte the. bate karte karte hum dono ko pyar ho gaya aur pyar hone ke baad ek dusre ki zindgi ban gaye. uske ghar walo ko nahi pata tha but maine apne ghar walo ko bata diya tha. maine apni mummy se uske baat bhi kara rakhi thi.
Dheere dheere pyar itna badh gaya ki hum phone se bate karne lage, ek din meri ankhe use dekhna chahti thi, mano uske siva kuch bhi acha nhi lag raha tha, har sansho me sirf use hi khojta rahta, har taraf sirf use hi dekhna chata. jab der raat me uske ghar wale so jate to tab hum phone se bate karte the. uska 3 sem ke exam khatm hone ke baad wo chandigarh 2 month ki traning lene gai,
us time mai use dekhne ke liye chandigarh gaya, jane se ek din pahle ki raat mano itni lambi raat ho gai ki wo beetne ka naam nahi le rahi thi. kaise kaise kisi tarh sote jagte usi ke sapne dekhte dekhte subah ke 4 baja diye. mai fresh ho kar 5 baje bus pakdne ke liye chala gaya. bus ke es safar me mai har pal preeti ko mahsus kiya aur socha ki preeti se milunga, ye kahunga, wo kahunga, thodi badmashi karunga, thoda sa pyar jatunga. mai 2 baje chandigarh pahuch gaya.
preeti se mila uski 3 friend sath me thi, usne mujhe jaise dekha, ram kasham dil me itni mar mitne ko bhi taiyar tha, uske ankho ko dekha wo saram se jhuki ja rahi thi, uske hotho ko dekha, wo kahna to bahut kuch chah rahi thi par sarm se uske hoth kap rahe the,
hum dono ek bench par baithe, aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe sab kuch mil gaya ho, preet ne mujhse pahla q pucha. kunal aane me koi takleef to nahi hui, maine uski wo sadgi dekhi, maine uski wo jhuki hui najre dekhi, jaise mano bhagwan ne khud ho apne hatho se banaya huwa ho.
fir kya tha wo meri tarf dekh hi nahi rahi thi, mai usse bar bar req kar raha tha ki meri tarf dekho, meri tarf dekho, pr wo saram se nahi dekh rahi thi, itne me maine kaha bahut ho gaya aur uske kadmo me baith gaya aur uske hath pakad kar bola, ye preet kabhi mujhe juda mat karna, mai ji nahi paunga tumhre bina, jaise hi mai uske kadmo me baitha waise hi wo ghabrane lagi.
Preet ne kaha plz kunal upar baitho log hume dekh rahe hai wo kya kahenge, plz upar baitho. Mai fir bench per baitha aur dher sari bate ki, waha se 6 baje hum wapas aane lage to uski ankho me ansu the aur uske aansu mujhse kah rahe the ki kunal plz ruk jao, abhi aur der tak dekh lene do mujhe. pr kya karta yaar unke sath unki friend bhi mai nahi chahta tha ki meri preet par koi ungli uthaye.
Dheere dheere pyar itna badh gaya ki hum jab raat me bate karte the phone se to rone lagte the, fir ek dusre ko dilasha dete the ki jaldi se hum shadi kar lenge. din beet te gaye aur dost kahte hai n, ki khusiyo ko beetne ke baad dukh bhi aata hai, use laga ki maine apni mummy ko dhoka diya hai.
wo hamesha roti rahti. ek din maine usko samjhaya ki thoda sa samay de do mujhe hum mummy se baat kar lenge. mai tumhra hath magne aaunga, meri soch thi ki agar meri salry 25,000 ya 30,000/ month ho jaye to mummy fir mana nahi karengi kyo ki hum dono ek hi cast ke hai aur us time meri salry sirf 17,000 thi. pr sayad bhagwan ko ye manjur nahi tha aur sayad meri kismat me dukh likha huwa tha.
usne apne ek class friend se sari baat batai fir usse pucha ki mai mummy se batau ya abhi nahi ? uske friend ne bola bata do aur wo ja kar bata di. us din uski mummy ne apne sir par uska hath rakh kar kasam khila di aur us din se mere jeevan me andhera sa hogya. use dikhna chaha ki preet tumhre bina mai ji nahi sakta pr sayad use apni maa ke siwa kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha aur hamare har baat ko hamre har chot ko wo natak samjhti rahi.
mere kai friend ne use samjhaya ki ise achanak mat chodo, ye nahi ji payega, un sab hamre dosto ko jo hamare pas rahte the unhe mere ankho me sayad anshu ache nahi lagte the, unhe mera ghut ghut kar rona acha nahi lagta tha, mera har pal ke marna achha nahi lagta tha, sayad isliye preet ko samjhana chahe. par preet ko meri koi fikar nahi thi.
uska kahna tha ki wo chahe mare ya jiye mujhe usse koi nahi lena dena. kabhi kabhi mai uske ghar phone kar deta uski aawaz sunne ke liye mai use aap laga kar baat karta. pr ab se wo mujhe bolti ki tere se mujhe koi baat nahi karni, tere dimag me meri baat kyu nahi ghusti. tu chahe mare ya jiye mujhe koi fark nahi padta. mai zindgi se ub chuka tha.
uska ye bdla huwa roop dekh kar bhagwan ji se kahta tha ki ya to mujhe maut de do ya fir use bhula do. pr inme se to kuch nahi huwa. ha mujhe gum sahne ki takat de di. uske bahut snap hai jo apne bedroom me laga rakha hai. har snap me uski mag bhar rakha hu. ab mujhe koi bhi tension hota hai khud hi uske snap se baat kar leta hu. ek baar preet bankar aur dusre baar kunal bankar.
padhai par dhyan deta hu aur kosis karunga ki uske zindgi me kabhi gum n aane du. h ye sach hai ki ab kabhi n hi baat karunga na hi use dekhne jaunga. pr har pal dukh me uske sath rahunga. maine use bola tha ki preet maine prem kiya hai, pyar nahi aur prem sirf bhgwan ka rup hota hai aur bhagwan kabhi milte nahi.
Submitted By - Kunal
meri zindgi thi. Preeti ko mai preet kahta tha preet mens sirf sachi chahat, shayad isliye use mai preet kahta tha. apni preet ko pane ke liye maine apne bare me kuch jhuth bol rakha tha. dheere dheere jaise jaise pyar badhta gaya mai usee sari sachai bata di. wo haryana me jgadhari me rahti thi. wo B.Tec, 4-sem ki student hai aur mai job karta hu delhi me.
Hum ek dusre ko kabhi nahi dekhe the, but chat se hum bate karte the. bate karte karte hum dono ko pyar ho gaya aur pyar hone ke baad ek dusre ki zindgi ban gaye. uske ghar walo ko nahi pata tha but maine apne ghar walo ko bata diya tha. maine apni mummy se uske baat bhi kara rakhi thi.
Dheere dheere pyar itna badh gaya ki hum phone se bate karne lage, ek din meri ankhe use dekhna chahti thi, mano uske siva kuch bhi acha nhi lag raha tha, har sansho me sirf use hi khojta rahta, har taraf sirf use hi dekhna chata. jab der raat me uske ghar wale so jate to tab hum phone se bate karte the. uska 3 sem ke exam khatm hone ke baad wo chandigarh 2 month ki traning lene gai,
us time mai use dekhne ke liye chandigarh gaya, jane se ek din pahle ki raat mano itni lambi raat ho gai ki wo beetne ka naam nahi le rahi thi. kaise kaise kisi tarh sote jagte usi ke sapne dekhte dekhte subah ke 4 baja diye. mai fresh ho kar 5 baje bus pakdne ke liye chala gaya. bus ke es safar me mai har pal preeti ko mahsus kiya aur socha ki preeti se milunga, ye kahunga, wo kahunga, thodi badmashi karunga, thoda sa pyar jatunga. mai 2 baje chandigarh pahuch gaya.
preeti se mila uski 3 friend sath me thi, usne mujhe jaise dekha, ram kasham dil me itni mar mitne ko bhi taiyar tha, uske ankho ko dekha wo saram se jhuki ja rahi thi, uske hotho ko dekha, wo kahna to bahut kuch chah rahi thi par sarm se uske hoth kap rahe the,
hum dono ek bench par baithe, aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe sab kuch mil gaya ho, preet ne mujhse pahla q pucha. kunal aane me koi takleef to nahi hui, maine uski wo sadgi dekhi, maine uski wo jhuki hui najre dekhi, jaise mano bhagwan ne khud ho apne hatho se banaya huwa ho.
fir kya tha wo meri tarf dekh hi nahi rahi thi, mai usse bar bar req kar raha tha ki meri tarf dekho, meri tarf dekho, pr wo saram se nahi dekh rahi thi, itne me maine kaha bahut ho gaya aur uske kadmo me baith gaya aur uske hath pakad kar bola, ye preet kabhi mujhe juda mat karna, mai ji nahi paunga tumhre bina, jaise hi mai uske kadmo me baitha waise hi wo ghabrane lagi.
Preet ne kaha plz kunal upar baitho log hume dekh rahe hai wo kya kahenge, plz upar baitho. Mai fir bench per baitha aur dher sari bate ki, waha se 6 baje hum wapas aane lage to uski ankho me ansu the aur uske aansu mujhse kah rahe the ki kunal plz ruk jao, abhi aur der tak dekh lene do mujhe. pr kya karta yaar unke sath unki friend bhi mai nahi chahta tha ki meri preet par koi ungli uthaye.
Dheere dheere pyar itna badh gaya ki hum jab raat me bate karte the phone se to rone lagte the, fir ek dusre ko dilasha dete the ki jaldi se hum shadi kar lenge. din beet te gaye aur dost kahte hai n, ki khusiyo ko beetne ke baad dukh bhi aata hai, use laga ki maine apni mummy ko dhoka diya hai.
wo hamesha roti rahti. ek din maine usko samjhaya ki thoda sa samay de do mujhe hum mummy se baat kar lenge. mai tumhra hath magne aaunga, meri soch thi ki agar meri salry 25,000 ya 30,000/ month ho jaye to mummy fir mana nahi karengi kyo ki hum dono ek hi cast ke hai aur us time meri salry sirf 17,000 thi. pr sayad bhagwan ko ye manjur nahi tha aur sayad meri kismat me dukh likha huwa tha.
usne apne ek class friend se sari baat batai fir usse pucha ki mai mummy se batau ya abhi nahi ? uske friend ne bola bata do aur wo ja kar bata di. us din uski mummy ne apne sir par uska hath rakh kar kasam khila di aur us din se mere jeevan me andhera sa hogya. use dikhna chaha ki preet tumhre bina mai ji nahi sakta pr sayad use apni maa ke siwa kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha aur hamare har baat ko hamre har chot ko wo natak samjhti rahi.
mere kai friend ne use samjhaya ki ise achanak mat chodo, ye nahi ji payega, un sab hamre dosto ko jo hamare pas rahte the unhe mere ankho me sayad anshu ache nahi lagte the, unhe mera ghut ghut kar rona acha nahi lagta tha, mera har pal ke marna achha nahi lagta tha, sayad isliye preet ko samjhana chahe. par preet ko meri koi fikar nahi thi.
uska kahna tha ki wo chahe mare ya jiye mujhe usse koi nahi lena dena. kabhi kabhi mai uske ghar phone kar deta uski aawaz sunne ke liye mai use aap laga kar baat karta. pr ab se wo mujhe bolti ki tere se mujhe koi baat nahi karni, tere dimag me meri baat kyu nahi ghusti. tu chahe mare ya jiye mujhe koi fark nahi padta. mai zindgi se ub chuka tha.
uska ye bdla huwa roop dekh kar bhagwan ji se kahta tha ki ya to mujhe maut de do ya fir use bhula do. pr inme se to kuch nahi huwa. ha mujhe gum sahne ki takat de di. uske bahut snap hai jo apne bedroom me laga rakha hai. har snap me uski mag bhar rakha hu. ab mujhe koi bhi tension hota hai khud hi uske snap se baat kar leta hu. ek baar preet bankar aur dusre baar kunal bankar.
padhai par dhyan deta hu aur kosis karunga ki uske zindgi me kabhi gum n aane du. h ye sach hai ki ab kabhi n hi baat karunga na hi use dekhne jaunga. pr har pal dukh me uske sath rahunga. maine use bola tha ki preet maine prem kiya hai, pyar nahi aur prem sirf bhgwan ka rup hota hai aur bhagwan kabhi milte nahi.
Submitted By - Kunal
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