Hi friends mera naam Amit hai. me kota me polytechnic 2nd year ka stundent hu. jab me suru me college me aaya to yahi sochkar aaya tha ki sirf padhai karni hai. waha class me do ladkiya thi. mili or savi. me u hi kuchh comments paas kar raha tha ki tabhi mili ne kaha kitna badtamij ladka hai.
mene bhi bura ni mana or kaha tum ladkiya bhi kam nahi hoti. ese hi bate hoti rahi or bye bol ke hum apne apne ghar chale gaye. pata ni kyo mujhe ghar aate hi agli subhah ka intjar tha. subhah hui fatafat tayar hokar college gaya. class me mili or savi dono baithi hui thi.
kuchh bate hui. jab khali class aai to mene anaunce kiya ki jisko jo aata hai wo sunayega chahe joke ya shayari. esi tarah din gujarte gaye or kabse me savi se pyar karne laga mujhe bhi pata na chala. sayad wo bhi mujhe like karne lagi thi. par mene ispe dhayan nhi diya. kyo ki mujhe lagta ki sirf padhai karni hai. to is tarf dhayan bhi nhi gaya.
Hum sath sath ghumne lage. college me jaha bhi jana hota sath sath jate. chahe mujhe toilet hi kyo na jana pade besak use bahar khada hona pade. phir mene savi ki dosti mene apne dosto se karwai. shayad ye meri galti thi. kyo ki unme ek tha atul. wo bhi savi ko pasand karne laga tha. par mujhe kabhi btaya nhi or mujhe kabhi laga bhi nahi.
kyo ki wo use didi bulata tha or me pagal usper aankh band karke bharosa karta tha. mujhe to ye bhi pata nhi tha savi mujhe kab se like karne lag gai thi. tabhi ek din mera best friend vijay aaya. vijay jiske liye me apni jaan bhi haste haste luta sakta hu. vijay ne mere phone se savi ko phone kiya or bola ki amit bahar gaya hai.
wo thodi der me aa jayega isliye jo me bolta hu wo dyan se sun. kya tu amit ko pasand karti ho. savi ne kaha ki ha pasand to karti hu par darti hu ki ye baat amit ko pasand na aai to wo dosti bhi tod dega. vijay ne kha ki amit bhi tujhe pasand karta hai or sach to ye hai ki me bhi use pasnd karta tha.
phir mene 29 nov ko savi ko parpose kar diya wo bhi phone par or usne ha kar di. us din mujhe esa lag raha tha ki bas wo bolti jaye or me sirf sunta rahu. phir kuchh dino baad savi ne kha ki hum dono best friend ki tarah rahenge kyo ki me nahi chahti ki is pyar ki wajah se hmara cariar barbad ho.
mere liye fesla lena ek tuta huwa sisa apne dil me ghusane ke jaisa tha. par mene savi ki khusi ko dhayan me rakhte huve best friend ke liye ha kar di or mene socha ki savi mujhe like ni karti or me dusri ladkiyo ki taraf dhayan dhayan dene laga. par me galat tha. wo mujhe pasand karti thi. bas bina kuchh btaye apne mann me rakhti thi or mujhe pata bhi nhi chala ki me savi ko lagatar hurt karta chala gya. or jab pata chala to itni der ho chuki thi ki me use hamesa ke liye kho chuka tha.
mene use samjhane ki khub kosis ki. par wo ni mani. or ye time esa tha ki me na jane kyo uske bager rah ni pa rha tha. mene usse bahut bar sorry bola par meri galtiyo ke samne meri sorry bahut chhoti thi. me dil or aankh dono se ro pada per usne mujhe maaf nhi kiya or me tha ki uske bager rah hi nhi pa raha tha.
bas ek hi bat thi maan me ki kahi dur bhag jau. savi ke dil me mere liye nafrat paida karne ka baki kam atul ne kar diya. ek jhut ko uske samne barbar bolkar uske dilo dimag me basa diya. kyo ki mere bad savi kewal atul pe bharosa karti thi. suna tha ki esi condition me dost maddat karte hai. par is dost ne is condition ka esa fayada uthaya ki bas is tarh mene ek ese insan ko kho diya jo mujhse bahut pyar karta tha or barosa bhi.
pyar to me bhi usse bahut pyar karta hu, lekin afsos usko pahchan nhi paya. jab usne mujhe chhod diya to mene koi esa mandir nhi chhoda jisme mannat nhi mangi ho. mannat sirf itni ki bas savi mujhe ek chans de apne aap ko prove karna ka. par sayad ye to bhagwan ko majoor nhi tha.
savi meri classmate hai isliye roj mere samne mera gujra kal bankar khadi ho jati hai or me sirf dil hi dil me ro kar rah jata hu. kaas mujhe ek mauko mil pata. mene ek ese insan ko kho diya jise aaj to kya sayad me kabhi nhi bhul paunga. i love you savi so much.
mene bhi bura ni mana or kaha tum ladkiya bhi kam nahi hoti. ese hi bate hoti rahi or bye bol ke hum apne apne ghar chale gaye. pata ni kyo mujhe ghar aate hi agli subhah ka intjar tha. subhah hui fatafat tayar hokar college gaya. class me mili or savi dono baithi hui thi.
kuchh bate hui. jab khali class aai to mene anaunce kiya ki jisko jo aata hai wo sunayega chahe joke ya shayari. esi tarah din gujarte gaye or kabse me savi se pyar karne laga mujhe bhi pata na chala. sayad wo bhi mujhe like karne lagi thi. par mene ispe dhayan nhi diya. kyo ki mujhe lagta ki sirf padhai karni hai. to is tarf dhayan bhi nhi gaya.
Hum sath sath ghumne lage. college me jaha bhi jana hota sath sath jate. chahe mujhe toilet hi kyo na jana pade besak use bahar khada hona pade. phir mene savi ki dosti mene apne dosto se karwai. shayad ye meri galti thi. kyo ki unme ek tha atul. wo bhi savi ko pasand karne laga tha. par mujhe kabhi btaya nhi or mujhe kabhi laga bhi nahi.
kyo ki wo use didi bulata tha or me pagal usper aankh band karke bharosa karta tha. mujhe to ye bhi pata nhi tha savi mujhe kab se like karne lag gai thi. tabhi ek din mera best friend vijay aaya. vijay jiske liye me apni jaan bhi haste haste luta sakta hu. vijay ne mere phone se savi ko phone kiya or bola ki amit bahar gaya hai.
wo thodi der me aa jayega isliye jo me bolta hu wo dyan se sun. kya tu amit ko pasand karti ho. savi ne kaha ki ha pasand to karti hu par darti hu ki ye baat amit ko pasand na aai to wo dosti bhi tod dega. vijay ne kha ki amit bhi tujhe pasand karta hai or sach to ye hai ki me bhi use pasnd karta tha.
phir mene 29 nov ko savi ko parpose kar diya wo bhi phone par or usne ha kar di. us din mujhe esa lag raha tha ki bas wo bolti jaye or me sirf sunta rahu. phir kuchh dino baad savi ne kha ki hum dono best friend ki tarah rahenge kyo ki me nahi chahti ki is pyar ki wajah se hmara cariar barbad ho.
mere liye fesla lena ek tuta huwa sisa apne dil me ghusane ke jaisa tha. par mene savi ki khusi ko dhayan me rakhte huve best friend ke liye ha kar di or mene socha ki savi mujhe like ni karti or me dusri ladkiyo ki taraf dhayan dhayan dene laga. par me galat tha. wo mujhe pasand karti thi. bas bina kuchh btaye apne mann me rakhti thi or mujhe pata bhi nhi chala ki me savi ko lagatar hurt karta chala gya. or jab pata chala to itni der ho chuki thi ki me use hamesa ke liye kho chuka tha.
mene use samjhane ki khub kosis ki. par wo ni mani. or ye time esa tha ki me na jane kyo uske bager rah ni pa rha tha. mene usse bahut bar sorry bola par meri galtiyo ke samne meri sorry bahut chhoti thi. me dil or aankh dono se ro pada per usne mujhe maaf nhi kiya or me tha ki uske bager rah hi nhi pa raha tha.
bas ek hi bat thi maan me ki kahi dur bhag jau. savi ke dil me mere liye nafrat paida karne ka baki kam atul ne kar diya. ek jhut ko uske samne barbar bolkar uske dilo dimag me basa diya. kyo ki mere bad savi kewal atul pe bharosa karti thi. suna tha ki esi condition me dost maddat karte hai. par is dost ne is condition ka esa fayada uthaya ki bas is tarh mene ek ese insan ko kho diya jo mujhse bahut pyar karta tha or barosa bhi.
pyar to me bhi usse bahut pyar karta hu, lekin afsos usko pahchan nhi paya. jab usne mujhe chhod diya to mene koi esa mandir nhi chhoda jisme mannat nhi mangi ho. mannat sirf itni ki bas savi mujhe ek chans de apne aap ko prove karna ka. par sayad ye to bhagwan ko majoor nhi tha.
savi meri classmate hai isliye roj mere samne mera gujra kal bankar khadi ho jati hai or me sirf dil hi dil me ro kar rah jata hu. kaas mujhe ek mauko mil pata. mene ek ese insan ko kho diya jise aaj to kya sayad me kabhi nhi bhul paunga. i love you savi so much.
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