Apne Dil Ki Baat Sad Love Story

Hi friends i am pooja. ye meri Ek Chhoti si Love Story hai. mujhe advice karna me kya karu. me ek simple ladki hu. sabse bolti hu bahut zyada talkative hu. har kise pe jaldi trust kar leti hu. ek baar me mandir gayi. mere ghar ke paas me he hai. waha pe ek ladka tha. maine use first time dekha wo mujhe bahut accha laga.

par jub me ghar aai to har jagah mujhe use ki sakal nazar aane leg gaye aur use ka khayal rehta. nmai daily mandir jate wo bhi aata. ek din maine use baat ki. usne bhi usne apna naam bataya mere baare me bhi pucha. hum logo ke dheere dheere baate start hue. mai uska no lena chati thi.

par mere friends ne manna ker diya. wo mandir me 10 min ke liye aata par wo 10 min bahut imp rehte. ek din baato baato me no bhi exchange ho gaya. phir hamari baate start hone leg gaye. hum logo din bhar baat karne leg gaye. mujhe uske bahut fikar rehne leg gaye. her tinme use ka khayal rehta.

ek din maine use himmat kerke apne dil ki baat bata di aur usne mujhe manna ker diya. usne mujhe bataya ke uske pahle he 2 relation break ho chuke hai. wo ab en cheezo me belive nahi rakhta. tub mere friends ne mujhe advice di ke tu use baat karna band ker de. par maine baat karna band nahi kara.

maine socha use thoda time deti hu. me uska khayal rakhne leg gayi. pata nahi kyu mujhe us ek pasand ka etna dhayan kyu rehta. her time us ke baare me sochte ke usne khanaa khaya ya na wo kaha hai. bahut time ho gaya maine use phir pucha kya abhi bhi uska ans na hai. usne mana ker diya ke wo mujhe pasand nahi karta.

jis din se maine use dekha us din se me ek hi din ka wait kerti ke sahayad wo aaj haa bol de. sahyad aaj wo din ho. mor me uthte mor se raat tak yehe wish karti ke kash aaj wo din hop jis din mujhe mera special mil jaye par wo kuch nahi kehta. wo kam bolta hai. par mai kya karu mai aise he hu zyada bolte hu.

ladte rehti hu aesi hi nalayak hu. ab dheere dheere usne mere se baat karna kam kar diya. mujhe nahi pata usne aisa kyu kara. use mere koi bhi react karne wale nahi legte the. maine use ye bhi kaha mera future nahi hoga to kya huwa. me apna present uske sath spent karna jitna time bhi spent karungi.

wo mere life ke subse achhe pal honge. me tere sath apna aaj bitna chahti hu. use apne dil ke her baat batai par pata nahi kyu mai use deserve nahi karte. maine bahut koshish ke khud ko change bhi ker diya use ladna bhi karne chod de. pata nahi wo mujhe kehta tu mere best friend hai mai khush ho jati use se milna baat karna mujhe bahut accha lagta.

mujhe pata hai mere use marriage nahi ho sakte. wo mujhe pyar nahi karta hai uske dil me mere liye kuch nahi hai par phir bhi pata nahi kyu wo 2 min bhi baat karta hai to accha legta hai. dost kehte hai wo tere layak nahi hai. maine use se pucha bhi wo mere saath aisa behave kyu ker raha hai.

maine apne feeling dabba li hai. wo thode se sapne bhi tod diye jo uske liye dekh liye the. pls mere saath aisa behave na kar. jaisa pahle baat karta hai waise ker par ab wo mujhe zyada baat nahi karta aur mujhe bilkul bhi achha nahi lagta. samaj nahi aata mai kay karu. baat karna band ker dunge to mai reh nahi paungi.

use se bolungi ye sub to wo jitne baat karta hai wo bhi band ker dega aur mera to khana he hazam nahi hota jub tak use ye na puchu wo kaisa hai. usne khana khaya ya nahi. uske mummy kaise hai. kabhi kabhi legta hai apne dil ke baat nahi batane chaiye thi. par kya karu galti to kar di par mujhe laga atleast baat to batane chaiye. esliye sub kaha.

pls dosto mujhe batao mai kya karu maine apne dil ke baat bata ke apne dost ko bhi kho diya mai kya karu kasie use yakeen dilau ke mai sirf uske dost bane rehna chati hu. mai kaise use batau...

Submitted By - Pooja