us ka name sapna tha wo mujhe bahut acchi lagti thi pr me us se koi baat ni karta tha. kyon ki wo mujh se badi thi or mujhe dar bhi lagta tha fir me 10th me aa gaya or wo 12th me puri sal nikal gai me us se koi baat ni kar paya bas use dekhta hi ratha tha or fir wo 12th pass kar k dusre collge me addimission le liya or me usi school me padtha raha.
fir dheere dheere wo mere dil se nikal gai par 4 sal k baad mene ek comatative coaching me addimission liya or kuch dino k baad wo ladki bhi usi coaching me addmission lene aa gai or wo mere hi batch me aai use dekhte hi mere saari purani feelings jaag gai pr is baar mene kuch dino k baad use apne dil ki baat bata di pr usne kaha ki me kisi or se pyar karti hu.
mere dil ko bahut dukh hua pr mene kaha hum dost to ban sakte hai wo us k liye tayar ho gai hamari dosti ho gai or is tarah kai sal gujar gaye wo bhale hi mujh se pyar ni karti thi pr mujhe apne pyar pr bharosa tha ki kabhi na kabhi to wo mujh se pyar karne lagegi. kuch dino k baad usne bataya ki uski shadi hone wali hai or kuch dino me uski mangni hai.
ye sukar mujhe bahut bura laga pr me kuch ni kar sakta tha pr us din mujhe laga ki wo bhi sayad mujhe pyar karne lgi hai pr wo kuch ni kati thi samay beetta gaya or wo din aa gaya jab uski mangni thi or usne mujhe bhi invite kiya pr me ni gaya tha or agle din usne bataya ki uski mangni ho gayi.
mene use congrate kiya pr wo mujhe khus ni lagi. or mangni ki kuch din k baad uska phon aaya or wo boli yogesh i love you mujhe ye shadi ni karni hai. mujhe tumhare sath hi jindgi bitani hai. mene use samjhaya pr wo ni mani 3 month k baad uski shadi thi or me bhi job k liye try kar raha tha. pr ab der ho chuki thi.
me ne us k ghar jakr baat ki pr wo ni mane ab to din raat bas yahi sochta ki ab kya karu or ek din uska phon aaya or usne bataya ki usne shadi k liye us ladke se mana kar diya hai. wo bahut ghabrai hui thi ki yogesh ab kya hoga mene use samjhaya ki kuch ni hoga bas tum bharosa rakho mujh pr.
wo kah rahi ti ki uske ghar wale use mar dalenge mene samjha ki kuch ni hogo. us din k baad us ka no bhi band ho gaya us se milne ki bahut kosish ki pr ni milpaya or fir kuch month k baad pata laga ki us k ghar walo ne uski shadi dusri jagah kar di. or me fir se usi jagah aa gaya jahan tha.
uski shadi ho gai or mene suna tha ki wo is shadi se bahut kush thi. uski shadi k kareeb teen sal k baad meri us se baat hui to mene us se pucha ki kya hua tha us k baad ki tumne na mujh se baat ki jabki sab sochte hai ki tumne shadi meri wajah se todi or tumne us din k baad mujh se baat tak ni ki or fir dusi shadi bhi kar li.
us ne kaha ki mere ghar walo ne mere man me tumhare bare me bahut si baaten bhar di or mere man me tumhare liye galtfamiyan bhar di mujhe bahut sunkar dukh hua. mene us se ek baat kahi ki thik hua jo meri shadi tum se ni hui. kyon ki tum ko mujh pr bharosa hi ni tha or aaj tak wo mere man se ni nikal payi hai us ka face aaj bhi mujhe rula deta hai.
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