Un samay mujhe ek dost b mila tha jo ki bikul mujjse b bada rud tha akele rehna ghar me ladkiyo se nafrat use galiya dena bas mujhe uski dosti achi lagi or dost ho gaya. aap so ch rahe h mera pyar kab aayga he na??
Me 14th me jab padh raha tha tab mujhe N.S.S ka leader banaya gaya ye ek tarah ka miletry group huwa karta tha college ka jo college ke discipline ko or activities ko cantrol karta tha. mere under me 100 candidate the jinka me pared leta tha or camand deta tha
wo din nhi bhul sakta me. pared practice ho rahi thi mera ek dost pas aaya bola jay tu kab kisi ladki ke sath dikheha yar itni achi personality h teri ?? Usne kuch ladkiya b dikhai ki ise patale use patale. mene na keh diya fir haste huwe ek ladki pe hath dikha diya ye kaisi rahegi?
Wo use dekha or bola ye isse acha tu deserve karta h tu. mene to uhi utha diya tha uski taraf ungali mujhe kya pata tha wahi meri g.f banegi ?
Thik 1 hafte bad ek camp huwa college me aids awairnes camp, sab ko task diya huwa tha ki wo aids awairnes ko leke posters banay. sab apne me jute the par wo ladki yaha waha dosto me fud fuda rahi thi hasi majak karte huwe. mujhe gussa aaya mene sab ko dat diya use bhi mere dost bolne lage use kyu dat raha h me bola galti karoge to sunoge.
Tabi mera rud dost aaya or usne sidha bol diya ye to caracterless ladki h jay kisi ke sath bhi dikhti h ye to. mujhe uspe bahut gussa aane laga ladki pe or na jane kitne gande bate sochi mene uske bare me. wo aise hi hamesa N.S.S Meetings me aati or hasti gati chali jati.
karib 2 mahine bad pass ke bade college me street play compition tha humare college ne b participate kiya tha. to hum sab gaye the waha song baj rahe the sab dance kar rahe the achanak se nachte nachte wo samne aaai. us din wo bahut khubsurat dikh rahi thi. lal dress me jaide pari me to sara gussa hi bhul gaya or anjane me humne bhi dance kar liya song tha “me barish kar du paise ki jo tu ho jay meri”.
ab mera gussa pata nhi kiu gayab ho chuka tha Programe khatam ho chuka tha humara me khali tha us ladki ke hath me ek phon dekha virgin ka. un dino virgin ka mobile 100 me se ek aadmi ke pas dikhta tha or me b virgin hi use karta tha. lo bas u hui thi mulakat pehli bar mobile ke bahane usse bat hui pyat to nhi tha bas sms free milte the so usse uska number le liya mene leader tha me isliye bechari ne mana bhi nhi kiya.
usi din me ghar pahuch bas sone hi ja raha tha ki achanak uska phon aaya kaha pe ho tum log?? Usne galti se mera number laga diya tha. mene bola Priti me hu jay.
oh sorry aapko lag gaya
mene kaha its okk.
to boli aap itna jaldi chale gaye hum sab ko chod ke. mene kaha meri tabiyat khrab h isliy. boli ohhh.. to janab aap apna dhyan rakhiye hamesa gussa nak pe hota h.
sham ko mene msg kiya "hi"
reply aaya "hi how r u"
bas sms ke sahare humari dosti ki gaddi suru ho gayi. wo itni masum thi ki har insan bas pighal jaye uski harkato or masumiyat se jaise koi bacchi ho. mene use bataya ki me or college ke log tumhare bare me kya sochte h. to usne mujhe bola mera koi daat nhi h ye sab to class wale h mere sath rehte mujhe nhi pata kon kya sochta h me aisi nhi hu. or ye sach tha ki uske dost uska fayda uthate the.
fir kya tha meri halat sudharne lagi thi me rud se acha hone laga tha mujhe ek acha dost jo mil gaya tha. mujhe fir ek street play ka order mila tha principal se to mene apne group me priti ko b samil karne ke liye kaha par wo na kar rahi thi. mene kaha dum nhi to bol do madam gusse me humm okk me join karti hu.
mene kaha plz westren kapde pehan ke aana bhartiya nari mat ban ke aana hamesa ki tarah. or wo jo ban ke aayi thi me aaj bhi nhi bhul sakta wo kitni sundar dikh rahi thi. me fir b usse chid ke hi bate kar raha tha aadat se baj nhi aaunga na isliye. but priti street play ko siriously nhi le rahi thi.
wo nhi kar pa rahi thi to me use datne laga wo naraj ho gayi mujhse. mujhe bura laga bahut mene use rula diya uske liye chocklate laya tha me us din. sahi baat h dosti or pyar jatana mujhe nhi aata tha mene use chocolate sidha nikal ke de diya.
ye lo tumhare liye h direct. usse fir gussa aaya boli nhi cahiye. mene fir bola le lo warna fek dunga. Nhi cahiye feko mat. or mene fek di choclate. wo bas mujhe ek tak ghurte rahi kitna bada sanaki he ye ? fir 5 minit bad aaya uske paas sorry mujhe maf kar do galti ho gayi ab uske man me thodi khusi aayi mere liye.
aap ko malum h meri ex. ke wajah se mujhe nind na aane ki bimari ho gayi thi me nind ki daway khata tha nhi to nind nhi aati thi mujhe. or ye baat jitu ne priti ko batayi. jitu priti ke class me hi padhta tha uska dost fir kya tha usne mujhe data mene kuch nhi bola par us din usne chupke se mere bag se nind ki sari dawaiya le gayi taki me kha na saku.
fir kya tha ek nashedi aadmi kya karta laga call sms gali dena datna chilana aaj bhi yaad h mujje bina dawai pagal ho jata tha me. kaise bhi so gaya me. kal subah dekha college me priti nhi h par achanak dikhi par uska matha suza huwa tha. mene achanak se pucha kya huwa ye kaise huwa?
jawab sun ke dil gad gad ho gaya usne kaha meri wajah se tum raat bhar tadapte rahe isliye sar ko diwal pe patak diya. ise pyar nhi to or kya kehte he dosto.?? fir bhi wo ab bhi meri dost thi. ek din wo jitu or mera rud dost tini aise hi campus me ghum rahe the achanak se jitu ne bola yar me priti se bahut pyar karta hu aaj usko prapose kar dunga me.
Us samay mene to bol diya use ha ha kyu nhi dil ki bat bata dene ka kabhi bhi. par sham ko ghar gaya to ajib si dar lagne laga ki priti haa keh degi to humari dosti khtam fir to.. thoda or socha to fil huwa itna sab kuch to wahi karta h jo pyar karta h sayad priti dar rahi ho batane ke liye me khud hi use I love u bol deta hu.
meri persoality bhi itni achi thi ki mujhe dar b nhi laga use prapose karne me confident tha ki ha jarur kahegi. par uska koi reply nhi aaya us raat me samaj gaya ki me to khtam meri ijjat to gayi ab. me bahut roya ki aisa kiu huwa or apna hath de patka me diwal pe gusse me.
Mene bhgwan se jo b manga jatse nhi mila par unse mene priti ko manga ki ye ladki mere jhule me daldo bhgwan. priti ka phon aane laga wo bolna cahti thi shadi possible nhi h. mene kaha its okk leave me alone
fir achanak se msg aaya I love u... me dekha bas sidha so gaya me.
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