us time pyar vyar jaise koi feeling hi nhi thi mere andar. isiliye saaf mna hi kr diya or uske bad dubara usne kuch kha bhi nhi. Usk bad sb kuch shi tha. subha college aati thi or sam ko chote chote bachcho ko pdati bhi thi. ab meri 12th complete ho chuki thi. usk bad private college me admission le liya or 1 coleg me as a English teacher pdane lgi.
usk bad 1 institute me com. Class pdana. or ghar akar phir se coching pdana. me pdne me kaphi achchi hu. nd mere family membr puri trh mere upar hi depend the or mere lyf full of struggle. ese hi tym beet rha tha. bt in sb k babjud muge lgta tha ki koi to hoga mera.
Bs usi ka wait kr rhi thi. 1 din mere frnd mere pas ayi or boli ki 1 ldka h jo roj jb me coleg jati hu tb muge milta h. nd vo muge like krta h. mug se friendship bhi krna chahta h. phle to mna hi kr diya. pr meri frnd 2 din bad boli ki me usse 1 bar bat kr lu. vo kh rha tha. mene use ha kr diya milne k liye. phir nxtday me coleg se lotte huye 1 temple me usse milne gyi. mere frnd bhi mere sath thi. Mene usse bola ki apko kya bat krni h.
So he said that kuch b jo apka man ho..
Me- ap btayiye apko kuch kehna tha.
He- I love u...
me- pagal ho.. me tumse pyar nhi krti hu. me to janti bhi nhi hu tume.
he- dosti kr lo mug se jan jaogi. Phir muge pta nhi kya hua or mene ha kr diya or usk bad hmari friendship ho gai. vo bhut hi rich tha. vo mera bhut khyal rakhta tha, hm bhut bate krte the. vo meri liye choklate lata tha jb me nraj ho jati thi. muge lgne lga tha ki sayd bhagvan mugh pr taras a gya. Or yhi mera pyar h. Or muge pta b nhi chala ki me kb pyar krne lgi usse,
phir mene 14 febry ko use bta diya ki akash, I luv u. vo sunkr bhut khush ho gya or me bhi bhut khush thi. apni iss nyi relation k liye. 2-3 month kb chale gye pta hi nyi chala. aj 21 june ko mera birthday tha, so he wnt to pass whole day with me. Us din hm sham ko dinner krne gye or phir 1 hotel me ruke.
Us raat mere sath bhut hi ajeeb hua. akash mere kreeb ane ki kosis kr rha tha. I mean he wanted 2 make physiccaly relation with me. Bt I don’t want. So I refuged him. us din uska behave bhut alg tha mere liye. me ghar akar bhut royi, us tym bhut hi bura lg rha tha muge. subha uti to mere mob. Pr akash k 2 msg the. sorry k.. or thodi hi der me cll a gyi.
usne mujse phir se sorry bola nd ye bhi kha ki kuch surprise h mere liye or 1 temple me phuchna h muge. aftr that me vha phuch gyi. jb me vha phuchi to akash ne mugse kha ki tume mere pr trust nhi h.
Me- nhi, ese baat nhi h, or usne kha ki tume lgta h ki me tume chhod k chala jaunga,
me- nhi.
He- aj me tumse shadi krunga abhi, usk bad to tume muj pr bharosha hoga na.
Me- abhi,
he- ha abhi, itna b trust nhi h. or phir me use mna nhi kr payi kyuki muge us pr bhut trust tha. or phir hmari sadi ho gai.
Me bhut khush thi kyuki mere mang me usk naam ka sindur tha. Thodi der bad muge pta chala ki me akash k sath usk ghar nhi jar hi hu. mene reson pucha to btaya ki mummy ki tbiyat shi nhi h, or hmari sadi k bare me pta chalega to or b kharab ho skti h. us tym bhut ajeeb sa dr lg rha tha. 1 pl to esa b lga ki khi vo muge dhoka to nhi de rha pr phir se apne dil ko smjha liya. 1week ho gya 2 week ho gye. ese hi tym betta chala ja rha tha.
me hmesha usse kehti ki hum kb btayenge sbko. to kehta ki shi tym ane pr vo sb ko bta dega. kbhi – 2 jyada khti to khne lgta ki muge us pr trust nhi h. kbhi kbhi to bhut dr lgta tha, pr phir sochti thi ki sch me problem h or phir unka behave bhi mere liye bhut achcha tha. ese hi tym betta rha. pta hi nhi chala ki kb 6 month pas ho gye.
Or muge pta chala ki I m pregnant. phle to 1 ajeeb sa dr lga pr phir me khush ho gai or socha ki ab akash sbko bta denge hmare sadi k bare. nd so mene sbse phle akash ko hi cll ki.
me- hello, kha ho tum,?
He- office me hu.
me- ghar pr aa skte ho? Muge tume ek good news deni h.
He – thoda busy hu. phone pr hi bta do.
so I told him that me pregnant hu. ye sunkr akash ne kuch reply nhi kiya. or cll b ct kr di. Or thodi der bad 1 msg kiya ki muge is jgh akr milo. so me vhi phuch gyi, vha jkr akash ne muge kuch diya. That was medison.
Mene kha ye kya he? so usne kha – bchcha girane ki dva h khalo, vrna kisi ko pta chal gya to tumari lyf brbad ho jayegi hmesha k liye or koi b shadi nhi krega tumse. us tym mere pairo tle jmeen hi khisak gyi.
me- kisi or se shadi krne ki jrurat nhi h, hmari sadi to ho chuki h na, or tum muge ghar le jane valo ho.
usne mugse kha- ese to bhut si ldkia h kise-kise ghar le jau. or bese bhi mere girl frnd itne tym tk chalti nhi h or tum unme se sbse lucky ho bese to tumse break up krne ka koi abi irada nhi tha mera. ye khkr vo muge chodkar chala gya.
Me iss sachchai pr ykeen nhi kr pa rhi thi. rone ko man ho rha tha pr anshu hi nhi a rhe the. sb spna lg rha tha. Jish se mene itna pyaar kiya vhi muge chod k chala gya. smj me nhi a rha tha ki glti ki h meri bs pyar hi to kiya tha mene.
hamari sadi k bare me bs mere frnd janti thi, me apni lyf khatm krna chahti ti. mene apni frnd ko sb kuch bta diya. usne akash ko kai bar cll kiya pr uska no. off a rha tha. Meri frnd apne ap ko guilty feel kr rhi thi. kyuki usi ne muge akash se milaya tha. muge kuch smj nhi a rha tha ki me kya kru? Pr me apne bchche ko nhi mar skti thi. Or na jyada din tk ye bat chupa skti thi. So mene mummy ko sb kuch bta dia.
mere mummy hmesha khti thi ki mere jaise ldki sbki ho. Bt aj vhi mugse bat b nhi kr rhi thi. Or kese krti?? Sb kuch khatm ho chukka tha lyf me. na g skti ti or na hi mar skti ti. I wnt 2 dia bi I cant do. Kyuki mere puri famly mere pr hi depend thi. Mere mummy b us bchcho ko mrvana chahti thi. So vo muge hospital leke gyi. me bhut royi. bt koi mere bat nhi sun rha tha or mummy to bs yhi kh rhi thi ki kon krega mugse sadi. koi b us bachche k bare me nhi soch rha tha.
but sayad mera luck achcha tha doctor ne kha ki agr aboson kraya to mere jaan ko khtra h. hm ghar a gye. pr koi mugse shi se bat nhi kr rha tha. na vhn, bhai or na hi mummy. Bs 1 mere frnd thi jo muge smjti ti. ab to office me sb ko dheere -2 pta chalne lga tha or unhone b bat krna band kr diya. Jha tk ji muge office jana bbnd krna pda. Sb kuch ese hi chal rha tha.
me pura-pura din roti rhti thi, tbhi 1 din mere frnd boli- ki aj mere sath bahar chal tuge khuch dikhana h, phle to mene mna kr diya pr phir vo jid krne lgi to me usk sath chali gyi. hm 1 restorent gye. Jha muge mere frnd ne kisi se milaya. yad nhi a rha tha ki kon h vo pr me janti thi use. thodi der bad pta chala ki vo mera classmate abhishek h. hmne kaphi bate ki dinner kiya or phir ghar a gye.
bahut dino k bad kuch achcha feel ho rha tha. sham ko kisi unknown no. se msg aye. phir pta chala ki abishek k h. mene use msg krne se mna kr diya kyuki ab me kisi se bat krna nhi chahti thi or bese bhi jb use sch pta chalta to khud hi vo bat nhi krta. vo khne lga ki kya vo mere dosti k lyk b nhi h.
me- nhi bat ye nhi h.
he- to kya bat h.
me- kuch nhi. or call cut krdi.
Next morning uska phir se msg a gye. Mene phir mna kiya to khne lga ki use sb pta h mere bare me. or phir hmare bate ho jaya krte the. uska engineering k course ka 6 sem. Chal rha tha. 1dy he said ki vo muge 1 msg kr rha h. agr shi lge to thk h vrna me usse bat krna bnd na kru. jb usne msg kiya to me socked rh gyi.
Uska msg tha I luv u.
mene usko koi reply nhi kiya. usne kai bar reply mangi. pr I hv no ans. or apni frend ko btaya ki abhishek ne mugse ye kha. to usne kha ki vo to mugse 10th se hi pyaar krta h, or sb janta h mere bare me. mere vjh se hi yha aya h. vo hmesha mere bare me usse puchta rhta tha or shadi bhi krna chahta h. muge kuch smj nhi aa rha tha.
Kyo vo mujse shadi krna chahta h. bharosa nhi kr pa rhi thi. Mere frnd boli ki kya me abhishek se shadi krna chahti he. mene bola ki muge abhishek se milna h. akhir vo esa kyu krna chahta h. me usse milne gyi or hmne baat bhi ki.
Me- jb sb kuch jante ho to phir b kyu apni life barbad krna chahte ho?
He- mere jindgi to tum ho. jb se pyaar ko jana sirf tumse pyaar kiya, or rhi baat in sb ki to isme tumare kya glti, tumne to sirf pyar kiya tha, usne kha ki vo mere jvab ka intjar krega.
me pura raat isi bat k bare me sochte rhi, phir socha ki ab mere lyf me or kya bura ho skta h. so mene ha kr diya. Uske bad abhisek ne mummy se baat ki or vo bhi man gyi. or 2 din me hi hmare shadi ho gai. vo iss shadi se bhut khush the. pr unki mummy iss shadi se khush nhi thi. shadi k bad abhisek noyda chale gye. pr dur hokr bhi vo mere bhut pas the. Abhishek ne unhe sch nhi btaya tha,
unhe ye to pta tha ki me maa bnne vali hu, pr ye nhi pta tha ki ye kisi or ka bchcha h. vo to sochti thi ki ye abhisek ka bchcha h. isi liye vo mugse nraj rhti thi. delevry k 1 month phle hi vo vaps aa gye or bhut khyal rkhte the mera. bhut khush the is bachche ko lekar.
Shadi ke 4 month bad mere 1 ldki hui. jiska naam sona h. usk baad to mummy g ka behave bhi achcha ho gya pr sch to unhe abi b nhi pta. mene kai bar kha ki mummy ko sach bta du. pr vo khte h ki mummy ko sch hi pta h or sona unhi ki bchchi h. vo mera bhut khyal rkhte h, kbi ahsas nhi hone dete ki sona kisi or ki h.
vo bhut pyar krte h usse. phle to muge lgta tha ki vo mug pr taras khakar shadi kr rhe h. pr ye mere gltfaimy thi. Unhone muge jindgi ki sari khusiya di, mere mummy 1 month phle khatm ho gai thi, tb unhone muge sambhala. or sirf muge hi nhi mere bhai vahan ko b. kbi -2 to lgta h ki koi itna achcha kese ho skta h ??
Log apne pti ko bhagvan mante h. pr mere to bhagwan hi mere pti h. Unhone muge hr khushi di or mene unhe kbhi koi khushi nhi di. Pr ab me b unhe sare khusiya dena chahti hu. Jo vo deserve krte…. Me unhe btana chahti hu ki me unse pyar krne lgi hu. Pr kese khu smj nhi aata.
Ye mere real story h. me ap sb ko btana chahti hu ki apkpo apki life me bhut ldke milenge. khi akash to khi abhishek. ab ye apko ko phchanna h ki kon abhishek h or kon akash..
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